In the secrect, In the quiet place...

I need a secrect and quite place where I can be alone. I don't have one anymore.

Last night I was feeling crappy and like I had made a wrong decision (even though I knew I hadn't). I realize that I am not ready for a relationship. In my last one so many of my friendships with guys were severed and I need to work on rebuilding them and having awesome guy friends and not worry about anything more.