What is your happy place?

Tonight I went and saw Aviator with my dad and was unprepared for a part where a person is caught on fire. This really disturbed me, for obvious and not obvious reasons, and I tried to think of my happy place. I was not happy with what first came to my head. Have you ever have that feeling where you know something is good and should be happening but you also know that it will never work out and is also not good?

I know this makes no sense to anyone but it does to me and this is my journal. ;)


Ps. Thank you Ryan. Our little talk helped.