Today I can actually be lazy.. No appointments, no first aid class, no school meetings- just good times with friends and family. It's positively great! I'm come to a big conclusion in my life that has lifted a lot of weight off my shoulders. I realize that I can't blame myself for someone else's pain and anger if I did nothing wrong. I can't try to make someone else happy and sacrifice my own life and happiness - especially when I know the person wouldn't be happy anyways. I must stand up for myself.