I think I am getting bored with this blog. I don't know what I want my blog to be or how I would change it in any way but I just feel bored. At first I thought it was because I had nothing to write about, but that's the thing, I do. Who knows. I suppose my posts will continue to be spread out and random.

I don't know if you are following the Vancouver Giants or anything. But apparently a childhood friend of mine, Gilbert Brule, is quite a star. He and I have lost touch but I wish I could congratulate him on his success. It was so wierd to get up and see the Province newspaper on the table with his face on the front cover. It took me back.

I hardly get sick or have any other ailments, however it seems like lately I am being hit with everything. I'm pretty sure I have an ear infection (getting it checked out in a little bit) which has woken me up two nights in a row because of unbearable pain. Not pleasant at all. Also I have, and have had for awhile, the sniffles. Although I prefer whether when there is no sun I wish it would be warmer so that I maybe I would get better respectively.

Well this is enough of my complaining for right now.

I must retract an earlier post.

I cannot believe that I wished I had a boyfriend for the sake of having one. That is not me. It takes me awhile to get to the point of liking someone enough to be in a serious relationship. Casual dating seems to work for me best.

I do not need a boyfriend for free neck massages, I need a friend who is a massage therapist.

I must have been out of my mind.

Besides, I found this wonderful stuff- biofreeze. Works like a charm!

So I think I'm getting sick. You know that feeling, when it starts to get hard to swallow and you have a little head ache all the time and there's pressure in your ears? Well I got it. And it's no fun.

Today was interesting. I had a meeting that went very well and then hung out with a good friend.

I also watched Picture Perfect. Good movie. Seems to depict how things really happen in life. Interesting none the less.

This sucks. My neck/ upper back is actually killing me. For the first time in my life, I think, I am wishing I had a boyfriend, any boy, so that I could have free neck massages.

You think I'm kidding, don't you. I'm not.

It hurts that bad.

So my manager doesn't care about my piercing. A lot of the girls have piercings but no one has their eyebrow done so I was a bit worried about it. On Monday I was sure he saw it but just didn't say anything. However, yesterday I went in to get my schedule for the next few weeks and he saw it. The conversation went as follows:

My Manager: What's that?
Me: Nothing.
My Manager: Okay.

(Later on that day when I had to come buy milk for my mom)

Stock boy (after I showed him my eyebrow): that's hideous.
Me: But I love it!
My Manager: What's going on?
Me: He doesn't approve of my piercing.
Stock boy: She would look better without it.
My Manager: I agree.
(Me rolling my eyes)

But alas he said nothing about me not being allowed to have it. I'm so glad because I work in 30 minutes and I have no desire to cover it.

I just experienced a situation where I felt very uncomfortable. I called my dress maker to talk to her about my grad dress and her son answered. He informed that she passed away this past friday. I don't know these people and I had no idea what to say to her son. It was a very odd moment.

This was an interesting/wierd part of my day.

Update: Pierced Eyebrow, pictures coming soon.

So last night I thought I was going to die.

In my life I have experienced a lot of physical pain so don't think I'm shitting you when I say this, I had my first migraine last night and it was one of the most horrible experiences of my life. At one point I could not stop crying and my body was shaking from the pain. The only other time my body has shook from pain is when I was burned. Now, it wasn't as bad or close to as bad as the pain I experienced when I was burned but it was comparable. Probably the second worst pain I've ever felt- worse than falling off a horse and wrecking my elbow.

I think one of my biggest things is the fact that I won't take pain medication. I don't know what it is but I just don't like to. I felt a headache coming on but usually all it takes for me to get rid of them is to either wait them out or turn off all the lights and go to sleep. I chose the latter and I did fall asleep for awhile, until I was wretched from my sleep from the pain. Even then I didn't take anything right away I just tried to fall asleep.

When that didn't work. I finally took some pills and grabbed an ice pack. Maybe I need to be less stubborn in the future.

March is here. I guess spring is really coming. I should stock up on my sunscreen. Everyone was so sad when our week of sunshine ended. Personally I'm thinking of moving to a climate where it's overcast year round for a year or so. That would be so much easier and less stressful.

Lately it seems like all my life consists of is travelling from point A to point B. I haven't been sleeping well which makes it worse. Part of me loves be busy, insanely busy. But another part of me loathes it and wishes I was sloth like instead.

Well there's things that need to get done.


(Tune of the moment: Aesop Rock- Labour Days.... it's interesting...)